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Be PROUD TO BE IN SINGAPORE!
Grats to Singapore Women Table Tennis Team fr getting into finals. winning at least a medal!(:

First,Happy Belated Birthday to:
HuiFen:D (12 aug)
Sebastian(16 aug)
& i think WeiHua(16aug) oso.

wheeee..heh surprise right. suddenly i will get interested in olympics. hahas. hmm today was boring. morning woke up in a stormy weather. hahas. i woke up at 11++ going 12. although i was very tired. u knw why? cuz of thunder-.- hais. thn was feeling super hungry. no apetite fr ytd dinner.eat not much. okays thn in th kitchen found out nothing nice to eat Zzz.. thn th rice i dunno go whr~ so yea cooked noodle fr me & brother(he lazy dunwan cook himself!wait fr me wake up-.-) okays. very nice! hahas cuz fishBALL{thinking of golfers}, crabmeat, egg, canned food, noodles. hahas((:

my stupid msn messenger isnt working. i dunno why. cuz i'm idiot in computer. so i didnt knw! nobody helping me to fix): so yea i'm still using webmessenger which is damn lag until i cnt stand it so i just log out. xD golfers been having conference recently at night! & i cnt join in! )): sadddd oh reason? due to computer laggness; cnt take too many contacts talking at once.[lousy computer] -.- second, i got damn lots of hwk! geo,physic,bio,CME. & i seriously need time to revise my emaths & amaths. n oh tmd u knw u knw i just found out monday band 1 having tingxie again. & i didnt bring home my TB! kao luhs. hais somebody please motivate me to do hwk~ study~ revise~ or esle i shall go jump off building le lah!

how unlucky!humph. so many work. memory card of my hp spoilt! i'm deprived of music & my pictures. my face got pimple. my WOC is very badd. my colour tone is so dark that i'm being teased by some very not nice words.{if word is funny still okay la but th prob is th word isnt very nice!}, thn still got some problems. now i hate myself fr th colour tone, fr being so stupid in dunno how to do hwk, fr being so lousy in npcc, fr being so careless to spoilt my things, fr being an idiot in computer, fr being useless. Death? nahs. everyone is born for a reason, but whats my reason?

saw cousin's blog she went back JPS. suddenly missing JPS & CPS. JPS- first time in primary school. 1st teacher which threw my bk on the floor. 1st time saw twins. got the 1st confession yet he was rejected~ rmb th times where teacher dress up as wizard,princess& we were so excited abot it :D CPS-transfer school at p2. was sad to leave my 1st year jps friend no contacts since that time we were so young& naive. Pri2.didnt rmb much.x: but i dun really like my class. Pri3,4- form tcher(same fr both yrs) rmb me cuz i'm always late fr sch in the morning x: thn a training chinese tcher came to teach us. she was damn fun. every lesson she bring the bear named chocolate(translate into chinese) & we did alot of fun things.she wun be back till we graduate. wonder is she in cps now. hmm 1st time see student with white hairs!x: still got alot cnt really named out. well words cnt describe this emotion.

I miss th old days where we could just have fun! and dun care about anything particular. dun even care abot studying( for me). Exam are just okay that day,sci exam, take out bk, flip thru. done, go fr exam. NOT like now- studying alot alot never waste one min. hais. hectic lifestyle.
I'minatotalmess.i'mbreakingdwnsoon.imissthdayswhnweweresohappytogether.Wasthisreallymyfault?amithcauseofallthese?howlongcnisustainmyselfinthisharshreality.

Walk with me on this rainbow bridge which will lead us up to my kingdom[:

one day, i shall create my own kingdom where humans dun need to work,where romance filled the air, where love dun makes one cry, where friends are everlasting, where there is no worries, where there is no troubles, where there is no need for masks, where there is no harsh-ness.