Wednesday, February 11, 2009

xP lessons were as usual, all those usual boring stuffs. heh teachers are already finishing all the chapters of our studies yet i'm still like clueless. ._. *take a book whack myself* okay i'm still GAINING weight for i don't know what reason. arghh this sucks mans. Friday, all UGs group to bring FULL-U & wear them for the whole day thanks to principal who wants us to do that to commemorate total defence day. mmhmm gona be damn freaking hot. omgg. hair-killer day. Damn it. Vday going have physic rememdial. how great was that. But its only 2 hour(: 0800-1000 if no changes. I'm in great deep damn holy crap. i've homeworks undone & clueless on how to do them, i hvnt start on my present shopping, im dead tired. hais.
whats the formula for understanding?so i could apply it to you to just make you understand. I'm dread tired. craps.craps.craps. I'm ain't looking for a fake friend. *censored* is only what i longed for.
Sorry melvin, i still haven't found my motivation for my studies.




*translated*
My Silky Love, all the while, for 24 hours
My Silky Love, every time when I think of you
My Silky Love, my irritating feelings
My Silky Love, simply overflow
Even though it’s easy to say ‘I love you’
When you come in front of me
My characteristics arise and interfere with me
If it’s the usual, I can go on boldly
Even though that’s my personality
No matter how hard I try, I can’t tear down the wall
I want you to realize…my feelings
So I always send a gaze
Of, “I really love you,” at you
With my greatest courage!
When I met you, I finally noticed
My flimsy silky heart
Even if I was awkward at love
The scar of romance that I almost forgot about
Suddenly started to hurt with a twinge
If I don’t say ‘I love you’ like myself
Someday…I’ll become weaker than I am now
If I say ‘I love you’, then I can be at ease
The truth is, even though I know that
When I sound it out, you seem to leave me
I wonder, what do you think
Of me?
At our current distance we’re merely friends, right?
I just might be whitewashing it
But I don’t want to get hurt, it’s just that alone…
Or so I persuaded myself
And I just ran away
If my flimsy silky heart
Gets hurt this time, then I’m sure
I won’t be able to love anyone ever again
The splitting sound that echoes in my chest
Is at the bottom of my memories, I’m sure
The sewing kit that I forgot to put away
On that day should be around somewhere…
All the while, for 24 hours
My Silky Love, every time when I think of you
My Silky Love, my irritating feelings
My Silky Love, simply overflow
My Silky Love, all the while, for 24 hours
My Silky Love, every time when I think of you
My Silky Love, my irritating feelings
My Silky Love, simply overflow
When I met you, I finally noticed
My flimsy silky heart
Even if I was awkward at love
Even if I were to pretend to be strong on purpose
To hide my weaknesses, I’m sure
That I’ll properly tell you my feelings
And ‘I love you’ like myself someday


up till the end,i'm still the weakling

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