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i wanna play this song! anyone can teach meeeee?! xD
haha just got this sudden craze of learning 3 songs by piano :D

heh, "One need to grab hold of your own happiness before you can bring happiness to others." [: Think about it. haha! its quite meaningful to me tho[: noddy! i got my inspiration to study :D

Disclaimer: Im not emotional! im just having this feeling in me

Pretty well, im ending my 4 years in secondary school soon. i dont know what am i suppose to be feeling. Im having this uber mixed emotions in me. One part of me is trying to tell me i should be uber overjoyed! opening champange & such for im finally getting away from the tiring job of being in a UG, no more troublesome uniforms for me to iron, to put on badge for, to polish my boots for, no more cadets who is going to make my blood boils, no more having a sore throat due to excessive shouting. Yet, another part of me is tellin me, im gona lose alot, the friends we made, the bond we created, the unit we pulled up, the 3days2night at ubin, the honour of putting on the uniform, the honour of marching/viewing in npap, the honour of getting my rank donned on, the crazy times where its hard to anticipate what my cadets gona do & alot more. Its all mixed up :O

Face the music, ruimin. Everyone is on their path towards the place where they could shine the brightest. i too, should start bucking up on my own stuffs. I wonder what face, what emotions am i gona show in a month's time. i wonder how would i hold it back all in or would i actually burst it all out. I guess, its the part of life where i learn how to face it properly. Everyone comes & goes in my life. Yea, everyone. Even if i had a tear-stain face now, ____ aint looking back anymore& *pooof* thr ____ go, outta my life. Perhaps, i do had fault. mhhmm, shall end this topic here.


i perfer not knowing im not suppose to be here.
i aim to become a star, shining regardless bright or dark.