Trusting Love.

Heh. Prelims results really sucks big time . I need more than just mugging my ass off . Intensive studying. hahaha! I doubt that would work. Oh well. [: Ayes, i think i should cut down my time on internet and try to concentrate on studying. mhm. I still can't feel the pressure and stress of 'O' levels. :S Next wednesday onwards, we'll be officially OFF from school :D wootz. No more early waking up ! No more squeezy bus journey ! Okay . But i think i would be so pathetic that i cannot buck up in studying. Everyone is like everyday going home revising and stuffs. Even people are feeling worried for me. hahs Thanks for the concern :D I think i would be fine if i work on it constantly for the next 32 days.

Im bored. Im just on a crazy thought. hahs.

Relationships are so vulnerable that Im scared of it. Things always happen so unexpectedly. I never thought that it could end so quickly. I never thought that it could be this scary. A common word that everyone knows, love. It could become your most beautiful dream, then again, it could become the most poisonous nightmare.

When love is a beautiful dream, you will tends to find yourself having the blissful look on you without you knowing. Subconsciously, most people would find themselves smiling without any particular reason, feeling excited for most of the time, generally, its like a dream come true when they will be able to shower love and affections on the one they love .

When love is your worst nightmare, just solely the poison from it will be enough to ruin you and probably your whole life. This nightmare will be able to last so long that it haunts you for life. This nightmare is so terrible that you just wanted to disappear to somewhere with no people around except you alone. Sometimes, this nightmare might also makes you feel disgusted about it.

Love consists of many components and one such components is called Trust. It doesn't have a proper defination but then all of us knew deep inside our heart about trust. We all know that when one ruin the trust between each other, the emotion felt would not be good. We all know that to maintain the interaction and relationship between each other, due trust should be given.

Once one felt that the trust was lost between them, the other party would need to work extra hard in earning back the trust cause its not going to be easy. However, isn't this a two way thing? Let us say that the person who destroyed the trust have been working extra hard in trying to earn it back, if the one who felt the trust was being lost is not going to work hard abit into looking at how much efforts have the other party put in, would they ever regain back their trust?

There would be love when there is trust. By trusting them at the first place, shows that you love them. Don't let just this one incident destroy the relationship. Try looking from another point, the view might not be the same anymore. Think about it, all parents wants the best out of their child. Try thinking of another approach to the problem. May it be assuring your parents' worries or whatever. By doing so, they might hesitates for misplacing the trust in you ? For after all, no parent would dislike their own child.

Let me relate it back; relationships wont stay long. Any moment any minute, its could be bye-bye. It's so vulnerable and fragile yet people could maintain relationship for so long because of what? Because of the little mental support they have for each other, trust. That's why it blooms into the most beautiful dream. (...)


} I wonder why couldnt i calm down and think this way too when almost similar things happen to me.