It has been four years down the road. Just four years. I got no idea how would we turn to be like in another 10 years time. How would we look? What would we be doing? Would we still remember one another? Probably, only time could answer my question .
This isn't like primary school graduation. Why? I ask myself, we have been together for 6 years in primary school, why does this lingering emotion be only felt when im graduating from secondary where we've only been together for 4 years. Then, i remembered. The times and effort we spent together was different. The many different venues we been together was so much more in secondary school. The varieties of things we have to go through, the difficulties of things gets tougher, the memories we hold and shared together just couldn't be any similiar to another's.
Each of us would have a different story to tell. A story that holds so much of memories, happiness, laughters, sadness, tears and most important of all, the people that was in the story. The people may not have done much, the people may been the ones to make you laugh, the people may be the ones you dislike, but then again, these lil bits and pieces of memories is already stored within your heart. As much effort as you may try to throw them away, just a lil trigger effect, you would be able to remember it all.
My life isn't just about happiness and smiles in my secondary school. More than just having happiness and sadness, i experieced way much more. Shall group the people into 3 groups; To those who gave me this permanent sad memories, i could only tell you : i really dislike you . I long to give you one tight slap to vent my anger. I long to chop you up into thousands of pieces and destroy everything about you on earth so that i wouldn't ever need to see your face in front of me ever again . Then again, i couldn't do that. Thus i could only pray that my life could be gone from yours. We would walk separate paths which could never connects till its your funeral day. I would graciously attend and sincerely pray for you to be of a better person if there is a after life.
To those who have pass through this path with me, i thank you for the tolerance level you guys had. I know the first impression could never change, I know that after hearing much things about me, sunconciously you guys would result in an impression of me. But hey, i wish for it to be changed, i wish for a try-again. Don't condemn me without knowing me properly. I may be the one you see it was like that, but then again, have you really understand me well enough to comment? . Wasn't the 'me' in your minds just a result from others people you heard? . The only time when news travel fast was always the time when it was a bad news. ; I would only hope for you to know me again so that we could be friends.
To those who walked together with me, regardless of whether i knew you this year, last year, 2years back or 3years back, :D thanks so much. I knew i could count on you ! I do hope that we would still stay in contact no matter what happens. There isn't much words to describe you guys in general for each of you are unique by yourself. The way you guys accepted me for who i am, the way you guys scolded me for the my sillyness, the way you guys comforted me when im upset, the way how we met each other and many more. Even if i typed a billion word essay, i doubt i could fully tell the world how much you guys are. (could i even do a billion word essay in the 1st place? hahs) I couldn't say much more but thanks& lets keep in touch.
& the story that i would tell would still runs on. My life would still goes on. Are you going to be my friend 10 years down the road? - i do hope time would tell me things . I miss the things back then, i hope things would happen in future. I do hope that the present you do remember as "Ouh, Ruimin is that time when we..." and not as " Oh, mhm, Ruimin arh, i think she is the ... " :D Last but not least,
Happy Graduation 2009 Batch of Whitleyans .
PS. When you wanna hear Whitley's School Song, the time where everyone would sing and in harmony would be at the graduation ceremony .
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