Wednesday, February 3, 2010

WholeNewExperience.

An experience you don't get to learn from usually. (:

Today was a wonderful day:) My day begun with a smile and a sense of achievement for waking up at 6:15am. Yep, it was just a small thing, however it made me smile :D For a late sleeper like me? HAHA. By asking me to wake up early is a chore. It still is. Okay, everything was feeling awesome even the morning bus ride which i dreaded the most during school days.

Till i went up to the mrt. O: It was horrible. My mrt ride to braddell was horrendous. Working adults/Aunties/Uncles are all choping places in front of the MRT. Come on la, if you are getting on then stand there, if not PLEASE get off the way. OMG. I miss my train thanks to them. -.-" & mind the fact, they are not small in terms of size. After managing to squeeze pass them, i finally got on a train ! However, the trip doesn't gets any better. I was squish and squash all the way. To make things worst, a guy had to come into the train at Bishan Station with a suitcase. So upon reaching braddell, not only do i need to squeeze through humans, i have got to get pass that freaking huge suitcase.

Well, at that point of time, i realised i was late. -.-" So much for my early morning. Oh well, i reach the primary school in peace :D & proceed on to helping this new friend of mine. Cup Stacking! yay ._. Further explanation is not required. i had fun. HAHA. Time is passing by slowly today, so headed down to spca again :D

Genki went out first for play today :D Heh.
Focus on the puppy. its adorable to the max ! :D
Infamous friend :D

& there i go, heading back to school for training. (:
There concludes my whole trip for the day(:
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& i can't help but to question myself.

I made someone cry. I was dumbfounded. It was so hectic and exhausting. I almost couldn't caught hold of myself. I lost myself. I lost track of what should i be doing. I let emotions caught hold of me again, this time in a different way. Nothing was told to me. I just blabber on as though i know the feelings. The voice that wasn't mine was hoarse. Then i realised something, that feeling was like before. Two years back. The same feeling that engulfed me but in a different light. I was suffering consequences, now its not consequences this is not even the stage of action yet. Guilt that is crawling within me spread so fast to the extend of being so confusing that i want to stop thinking. ---

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