People.

 Isn't life, still just this harsh and cruel? . I couldn't agree more that life isn't going to be and has never been a bed of roses. You could have been the number one party animal in this group of friends, but you never know how much hatred would the other group have for you. Yes it all voice down to people. or rather humans.

I don't understand and im still unable to figure out, the perfect ideal human character that is able to allows most people to like. Yes, like said, im a greedy person, im never contented with what i have. I need more attention, i crave far more than you think i am. & yeah, sometimes people shun me away for who i am. But i still have ones who loved me and willing to stayed along with me :D Im really greatful to these for without any of them, i wouldn't be what i am today.

And life, probably to me isn't about finding myself anymore. No matter how much i tried, i still can't find the answer to who am i. Hence this life has begun on a road of lying to myself. im full of lies, yeah i am but my lies will turn out into truth. one by one, from lies it will become truth. (: Well, it all just depends on how you viewed me. {...}