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For the every moment we spent together, i learn to cherish all of them.'

Enrolment is a horror and torture. Hanging on suspension is terrible. & so i was forced to think once more.

Life. Just tough, is how tough. ):
Having to make decisions that decides on the type of life one going to have for the rest of the life is a difficult task. Indeed, one should have had this goal in life that they are already aiming for. But for me, im one of those lucky ones who didn't have. HappyGoLucky? FickleMinded? Indecisive? I don't know what is the reason but i lived my 16 years of life without any particular goal of what would i be when im an adult. So hell, im suffering right now. Making a decision that would change my life a whole 180degree turn is so scary to me. I'm tired. I'm escaping from harsh reality as long as i could O: i know its bad.

Probably if i could ever choose, i wanna remain as a kid.

Horrible thoughts that i can't rid them off.
 I don't wanna be a quitter however i did not change. I still am not learning so hence, i couldn't teach. Yes, that comment was right: ' i can't teach for nuts.' & thanks that shoot me straight down to ground. What i have been learning might have been a waste of resources. No, im not pathetic. im just feelings sad for some reason.

Time is short.
It speeds off too fast
In a spilt moment
I gotta become an adult
which i don't know how.
{/}Ruimin.

So now i thought of it, i should get a meaningful name to keep on reminding me of things i should be doing.