Still there.

Hi Siti, i was browsing through my stuffs and i saw this C;

HAHA i just rmb i was quite craze about SS501 in the past x:

& i really love this part of your notes. (: Seriously.

i want to be inside that small classroom sitting with vinod and on the right joetan and jamie while on my life siti and angeline. Wheras on my back, andri and andika. i wish time would take me back. I want to laugh non stop at everything. i like being the girl that everyones likes.

I'm not laughing at everything that comes in the way anymore. O: I tried to become back to the childish one that runs about, screaming hello or waving frantically whenever i saw a friend, bursting out laughing at the slightest thing of all. However i realised, i can't. Not that my current position neither my environment allows me to do so. perhaps waving frantically. But, im tired. Always. Im dragging myself to school, im always on a look out for friends because i know that being with my friends i can be all crazy and they won't mind. I don't know, seems like i had ended up with a bunch of mature people and im forbidden to go all childish. i feel the strain.

Well its not like i don't enjoy my poly life. Bringing things to a lighter note ;D I had fun and expecting more fun. haha! Wednesday is like the best day ever nowadays, right after our 11am class we'll sprint to eat/play casual games/ play sports. C; ICAs are coming in, i wonder how imma able to cope up with the speed. My routine of school is tiring that i reached home, my bed is pleading me to get into it. (: 8am lessons tmr, i don't want to be running to school again. HAHA byes.