This life ain't getting better.

Who says polytechnic life is any less stress?! ): I have a horrible timetable, which ends at 6pm and 4pm other than for wed at 11am. But wed is CCA day for most CCAs.this sucks. /: Well, life is tiring. More over, its not going to get any better. O:  I'm sad. Yes i am. Just that my tear glands are under self control.

I'm really missing my friends, my classmates, my schoolmates and that little small space we call our school. I know its part and parcel of life but i can't help but to feel so helpless. I miss the recess we had, rushing down, Q-ing up for food, smuggling drinks up to class, running around the class hitting each other. I miss my PE where we go gaga over captains' ball or basketball, having the most awesome fun time together.

I miss the craziness my friends had while i was with them. I miss the feeling i gotten while with them. I started out my new school in hope to find my new place. However soon to my fear i realised things don't happen the way i want to. I lost my sense of belonging. I don't feel like im part of the class. I can't find my footage in class. I don't laugh and be all crazy like i do with others.

I'm werid. Yes im on the verge of going insanity.
and this is why i hate changing into a new environment. -- im unable to fit in.