i can't be me. :(

Hello ! The week is starting again, or rather have started since 4 hours ago. I'm still awake, not because i got no school to attend tomorrow, but because i'm unable to fall asleep. Even though school's have been ongoing for about 5 weeks already, somehow, i don't feel belong. Somehow, i feel like always being late so that i don't need to face them. Somehow, its like i can't be me. :( There are times where i really felt belong and being concern for, but good times doesn't last long and im back to unable to feel my sense of belonging.

I'm sorry. I just can't be me ):

Seriously, i'm not being extra sensitive. Ugh, well, who understands that anyway.

Okay, school's been extra busy ! After one assignment comes another, non stopping. O: awws. And this time webapplication module wanted us to do up a webpage about our personal profile ! -.- Oh well . . . perhaps then, i will put in extra effort in making my webpage so that i can change this blogskin too ! :D haha. I'm really the late queen last week, i manage to cab down for idk how many times! haha. And i miss my presentation on thursday, thanks to the teacher, i can do it on tuesday. Then, DSPT test was the same, but the teacher is such a ******. i dislike him. Why can he be a teacher?! He don't even have the attitude or proper speaking language to be a teacher ! ]: Yeah, thanks to him, i spent 5.40 on a MC at polyclinic and waited for like an hour or close to two to get my MC done in 5 minues=.= Damn retarded. But i skipped his tutorial like thank god. (:

I'm becoming from bad to worse.\: i have been thinking of how can i skipped lectures. O: argh it's damn bored but i guess, no one is that nice to skip just to accompany such a boring girl.

It's time i gone to bed. (: Goodnights. Byes.

P/S. The difference between a man's & a woman's lie in relationship is that man lie to get themselves off easy, while woman lie for their partner to live well. That's why: " 別再為他流淚　別再讓他操控你的傷悲 ".