Fucked up

It's like you know you're fucking angry that the person irresponsibility. But then again, it's my own fault for passing my card to her, instead of waking up early and go tap myself. FUCK ! Can't get angry at anybody, just had to suck it all up. KNN. ): I want to cry. The module which i was so determined to let attendance rate remain 100% now it's gone ... ): ): ): ): ): ): -inserts a million sad faces-

Tell me where do i find motivation to wake up early and rush down again. Tell me where to i go get my motivation to do well for the work when class participation/attendance all add up to 10% of my module results, so in directly, it could pull me up to A*. KNS. - i hate studying-