am I in the right course?

The above question have been popping out in my classmates' minds many a times. Then it came to me that, i did not have such thoughts. O: Okay blame all these on after a hectic week of busy-ness then it came to a pause of nothing to do on a Sunday so i started pondering. -thinking cap on-

It occurs to me that "am I in the right course" turns out to be linked to "why did you choose this course". & the best part to both questions is that I have no idea ! |: That's why i think because of my indecisiveness i just straightaway input any of the courses that i thought i be able to manage. Of course, partly due to my lousy results, i couldn't get to my first few choices which is tourism and resort management. Gahhhhh. I was given a chance at RP events management from JAE and for various reasons, i tried out another exercise which then led me to NYP business informatics. I was grateful to whoever who accepted me here. I guess, my friend was right. The reason why all these questions has never occur to me because I fought to secure a place.

I fought my way through those exercise with my horrible results to secure a place here. I'm grateful for what i have (okay tho i complain alot. im really grateful ok). And maybe, i didn't wanted to change course cause of the nonsensical & troublesome procedures i need to go through. I can't say I'm very happy to study business/it stuffs but i can say that i won't be very happy studying anywhere cos studying was never what i wanted to do, so for as much as i can, i shall just do my best and get myself the diploma (: & thankfully, I got great friends to support me while in this course. YAY .

okay FML i need to get back to working on eclipse. ahhhhhhh !