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One thing leads to another so i thought about you.

I love you, you're one of the best. I remember you coming all the way down to the bus stop just to fetch me, how you would carry my bag for me cause you thought it was too heavy, how you would hold my hand but i always not want to hold yours cause it was embarrassing, how you would play with me with your ridiculous ways, how there is this lump of skin at the back of your neck and it was so fascinating to me, how you would always be so good to me buying sweets and snacks and all just for me, how you are so blur to the extend of playing the iron, how you felt so guilty after leaving that mark on me, how everyone reprimanded you cause i cried so loud the instant the iron touched my skin, how you always smile at me, how you always wants to play with me, how you always wear: a white singlet and shorts, what drink you always order: beer; abc/tiger. I also remember the day, you stopped walking and lay on the bed with tubes that goes into your nose and into your body, i was told that if you are to remove that you will not survive, i was told that your days are counting, i was told that i should come over daily. I remember the day i step out of the bus stop there was no one there smiling to me, carrying my bag, no one to buy me drinks or sweets or lunch, no one to hold my hand so i walk up to the house alone. I went into your room, by the bed, you're awake, you look at me and smile and told me don't cry I'll be fine. I trusted you. Till the day you close your eyes. 

I love you. I always do and still loving you.