Eventful

I bet many of you have been through events and all before and seen many successful and unsuccessful ones. So basically, what makes an event an unsuccessful one ? I believe it revolves around this main issue call human and 2 type of possibilities; 1) Lack of motivated manpower to run the event smoothly 2) Lack of participants to participant the event.  People always wants the best of both world, have both motivated manpower and a overwhelming participants. I know its not easy but this is the first that i have the worst of both worlds.

And I'm not even happy at all to be in this anymore. I'm really not. I really wanna give up but noooo, I can't, I don't want to. Even if I'm not happy, I'm going to get it done and over with & when it's over, I'm going to scream Yes, I fucking did it with all your irresponsible actions. Imagine if we proceed as planned in the first place, imagine this event was over before my exams, imagine the fun that everyone will have during that time. IMAGINE IT ALL. Dude, you're wasted my precious time and fun.

Okay, now I think of it, the 1st paragraph and 2nd paragraph got no link. But then I still feel that prick in my heart that I'm suffering all of this now all thanks to them who screwed it up in the first place. I finally so happily begged enough people to be free to be helper and have enough people to form groups to join as participants and with that one irresponsible act, all my efforts gone to waste. Now, I have to re make this effort again, it hurts so much.