Rants

 

Maybe it was after certain incidents 

or was it because of the shits I've went through...

Always, I told myself to keep smiling. Always, keep the smile right on the face. Even if it's inconvenient for me, it's fine if everyone's okay. All I wanted was to maintain whatever we could because lost is horrifying I guess, I'm too easygoing. I guess, my existence don't really matters to you. 

Thanks so much for forgetting. Thanks so much for letting me understand the harsh facts. I'm not angry, I'm just disappointed, really. But nevermind, you don't really care, do you? I just need to maintain the smile. Just maintain & all of you will think Ruimin is fine.

I'm such a good actor.