Nice Start. Too Tired.

When life gives you something good, it takes away what's yours in place.

The best stage in life to be at is kids. I miss my grandpa's pampering, fetching me up & down from school to grandparents' place, sweets are like forever free flow, hugs & kisses too. But, Happiness are short-lived, soon it took it all away from me cruelly. Memories are all in bits & pieces. I remember so many tubes within him, movement wasn't in his control, all was so hard & harsh, yet he manage to touch me, smile & tell me he'll be fine soon enough. Yeah indeed, he left me shortly after that.

From then, life has never been good. You asked, why am I like this. I really have such long list of things that made me this way today with that as my starting point. I may not be what you have expected me to be, but fuck you. Who are you to even expect. I'm hurt, not because of what happen but because of how it happen. If you all have told me right in the face, probably it wouldn't have felt so bad. At least I know why I'm not wanted. Thanks for once again, putting reality right in front of my face. I'm unwanted.

Nice start for Sem 2. I'm off. Too tired to think anymore.