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Bio clock officially playing darn hell of prank on me. Can't wake up in morning, Can't sleep at night. So here I am, trying to bore myself to sleep thinking of topic to write about!

1. Education
It's been like going to 2 months since I've unofficially graduated from NYP, approximate of 1 being official. *YESYES jumps around like mad* I know rightttttt that feeling of finally graduation is ahead ! Looking back... Oh god. GCE O Level's a horrifying nightmare. Attained results that wasn't ideal neither up to my own expectation. Went through numerous exercise and tremendous thoughts and ponder(you will know if you've been reading this space loyally/been through that time with me) finally got into a course more or less I accept it (at that point of time) as a path I would walk in future. I dreaded school, hated it in fact. And to think hey, it's over now.

I wouldn't say my polytechnic life was full of colors and wonders. But I would damn right make a different choice of course and polytechnic if time would turn back. It was good, in fact being in NYP, meeting the people and all. It's just now that I'm thinking of what's next. Further education is still on hold for me even though people have always been telling me "you need a degree" "having a degree is better for future prospect" etc. Now now, calm your tits or balls down. I'm not saying I'm definitely not getting a degree, I'm just saying i don't want to get a degree for the sake of getting certified. Thus, my options are limited cause I self kick out the related degree of my current highest education level. I don't see myself working in this industry in future. This isn't what I'm cut out for. Like a mismatch piece of jigsaw cant fit into a picture that's not for it. Which leads us to the next topic.

2. Career
What am I going to do? With no mastery of any trades in life. Damn my life just kind of suck. Finding a job ain't easy, finding a job that I like is harder like 10000000x. A lot of dreams and aspirations, but now now, without this certification, that certification I can't do shit. I can only go ahead with general jobs, like sales, admin. suck much. I'm still on the lookout for my full time job & darn, horror of results are back to haunt. Some companies still look at O level results even with any higher qualification of education you hold. Which means sighpies. Confirm cannot make it one :( On the look out for job on the look out for job.

#notbad typed pretty much a hell lot. Hey I'm typing on an iPad so pity my poor fingers.

Side note: my stomach just growl. Oh the misery :(
Side Side note: I did intensive exercises last few weeks! Walao fats why you no go away.

Good...urhm, morning? HAHA, adeus.

P.S. I realized I don't write a lot of myself or important occasion within here. Mhmm