Ruin.

Give it to you that you have succeeded in ruining me.

Don't you think you owe it to me to explore and to understand all possibility and reasoning to why it couldn't work out? Why did you chose to make a mark in my life when you don't see a future in us? Priorities switch, doesn't equates to throwing the other one off and out of your life. And, being busy is legitimate until it's not anymore, and you know when it's not.

I really want to know, do you feel good? Do you regret popping the question 2 years back and "leading me on to something fake?" Being the one holding the knife stabbing me mentally, do you feel happier in your state now?

For the greater good of me & you, please kill me.