Knowing I am not the one hurts. Knowing you threw me away but I would desperately run back into your arms, disgust me. Knowing you have someone new but I kept searching for excuses, pains me. Knowing my current path leads me to destruction but I kept going back for more, restrict me. I'm as good as a walking puppet, living the life everyone expects me to be. I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive. A fresh poison each week, I really can do this no more.
Grant me what I want most in this world. What I think I deserve. Offer me that deathless death. Let me give you my life. Take my life away.
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