Two path, Two person, how would you walk?

Emotions got the hold of me again. 

I hate that side of me, really. It's not that i wanted but then it just goes before i even can think about it. However, if you put yourself in my shoes, you all would probably did the same thing too. What I hate the most, isn't really about having to wait alone. Alone isn't a bad thing and isn't what that i have yet to experience. I'm fine with it. But all it takes was to actually give me a look to act or show that you really are sorry but you have to leave, it might probably be just a oh okay, its alright instead of vulgarities & anger. It really sucks to see that i have to do you a favor and all that i receive was a i-don't-really-give-a-damn-to-if-you're-alone-or-not look. That split second, I can feel the rush within to give a punch right in the face. Isn't acting your forte? Why don't you carry on acting in front of me? 

BlahBlahBlah. Goodbyes.