If there was a way to create perfect

Perfection. Nothing is. Nobody is. This word should not even exist. 

There is only perfection in people's eyes because they understand the flaws, accommodate to the shortcomings and convince themselves that it is okay to be this way. I wonder when will I find my perfection.

There's no way to stop the hurting. I only wish you could see that I only want for the words you said to be true. We were so close, now so far. The thing is I'm always glad to know more about a person. No matter who, I'm glad, because from there, I'm able to know that hey, I'm good enough be to let in to know more about one. I have one tough & weird personality to understand and one stubborn character so for people to be able to want to let me know them, I'm really appreciative and grateful. I don't show because I don't know how to show. I will soon enough make you feel that I'm taking you for granted, but cross my heart, i really didn't meant it that way. But only few will understands. I wish things will revert and stop that those times cause that times I really think I hold on to happiness. Regrets is, I lost it so fast.