From the day I start to remember, from the day you told me things you shouldn't have, from the day you decided to tell me on impulse I'm the burden child, from the day you told me things you didn't really meant it the way you said it, from the day all these fucking memories come crashing back to me every single time like this. It's the day I told myself I be independent. You made me strong, of both emotionally and mentally. You have me the space to think and grow. You made me who I am today. But how could you, why would you make me hate someone you made her change into. You got no idea. No fucking idea, how much if I yearn to be the right one for you. But I'm too strong now on my own to even know how to rely on anyone anymore. I'm too strong to be weak, too strong to feel weak, it's obvious in people mind, such a strong girl, doesnt need anyone to fall back to. Because in everyone's eye, I'm a strong girl. A strong girl needs no help, no concern, no helping hand. Why, you ask? Because a strong girl have to stand up on her own even if she fall.
Why made me like this. Why ____, why.
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