Secrets

"Lies are easier than secrets. No one forgets a secret, not even people with an average memory. Secrets are heavy. They're anchors that weigh a person down; the longer you keep them the heavier they become." - Unforgettable; Loretta Ellsworth 

It's like living out there in the sea, I'm just one part of the deep blue sea. I was originally a fish or creature or whatever you like to called it, right at the top portion of the sea. Now, the thing is I should be happy, no burdens on me or what so ever. But there's just this bunch of horrible memories as I grow up with, I hated it. Let's just put it as seagulls that want to eat me up. Hence, I decided to add on weighs on myself to allow myself to live deeper thus escaping from the claws or beaks of the seagulls. But alas, fairy tales never taught me so, no matter how much i escaped, there will always be people or things that will pull you down. In time, I went deeper and deeper. I was so caught up with my surrounding's wants rather than my own wants that I live trying to perfect to what others want me to be. Or maybe this is in fact just me, that I don't want to admit it's me.