Monday, July 8, 2013

我必须长大了。


Habits I once had, habits that I outgrown from, habits that I now are trying to cultivate. Times are moving, technology is evolving, and humans are adapting. No longer a full time student and tomorrow I must adapt. Adapt to the life as an working adult. I must learn to survive in this harsh world. 19 years of fun, okay not much fun but still, 19 years. How time have passed by and it seems just yesterday I'm still a student complaining about how tough homeworks are. In fact, once you outgrown that age, you will come to realize that those are manageable, there are so much out in life that is way much harder than that. 

Things such as values, objectives, goals, motto, vision, mission and many more. Honestly, I have never thought about a rule or a certain value I need to live by. I believe change is the only constant. So values will one by one change in my life, but seems like in the society, you just need to have one. It's like morally wrong or you have sin greatly to not have. I was having this conversation with one of my new colleague, and she ask me what was it that I'm living for. I got caught off guard and yes, I can't properly answer to that kind of questions. I'm not the kinds who live for their various religions god, and so can i say im living for myself? Is that a good answer? Without direction, goal, purpose, objectives in my life, is it that bad a sin or thing? Or is it bad just because the society needs us to have a goal in mind, a direction to attain our purpose in life, objectives to ensure proper living and if you don't have it, you won't be a successful person. 

I feel, the society today is out to make each and everyone of us into robots. Robots of excellence, to think the way they wanted us to think. Why judge me based on what the society wants. Why can't I live for myself without a proper list of what I live by. Why is it that I'm being condemn for not having what the society wants. Why is society being so unfair. 

No matter how much we rants, only by being in at least a certain part of the society can we survive on earth. I'm not amazed why people are not fearful of death after being through in this society. 

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