"It's not about the first feeling you get when you meet. It's more of how he's able to make you feel special as the times goes on. He may not be your ideal, he may not be what you wanted at that point of time, but he may just be what you want and need in future."
Will you be the one? or will I be at the losing end again?
Drafted this post back when we first started. You wasn't the one. But you made us special along the way. I'm curious to the man I spent 1.5 years with. It's amazing how much yet at the same time little to what I know of you. I knew you well, but apparently I don't know the you who would flee and abandon. Just which one is the real you?
When the person you love become cruel, that kind of pain you don't know. I'm tired of being here, being alive, suppressed by all these fears. I'm bound by the life you left behind. These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase.
Once again, I'm at the losing end.
Will you be the one? or will I be at the losing end again?
Drafted this post back when we first started. You wasn't the one. But you made us special along the way. I'm curious to the man I spent 1.5 years with. It's amazing how much yet at the same time little to what I know of you. I knew you well, but apparently I don't know the you who would flee and abandon. Just which one is the real you?
When the person you love become cruel, that kind of pain you don't know. I'm tired of being here, being alive, suppressed by all these fears. I'm bound by the life you left behind. These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase.
Once again, I'm at the losing end.
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