Are you proud now?

She's broken now because you were selfish. No matter how well she piece and glue everything back together, the remnants of the pain and injury will forever remain. She is not the reason things don't work. You know in your heart, she won't make mistakes because past mistakes hurt too much for her to risk making them again. She will never truly let go of the one who broke her, who tore her to bits and showed how dark human can be. From time to time, she manage to keep the history and you out of mind. Other times, she can't seem to distract herself long enough. She need to try and find a way to patch herself up, to breathe and to survive. Which, you know, it's not an easy task. So she may have picked up some poor habits post breakup. She is making big changes. She's either motivated to pursue her goals or motivated to ruin her life. She requested something of you. You agreed. You know how much it means to her, but her request seems to have been left inside the cupboard, forgotten. She prefer to believe that this version of you that can lie without remorse is not the real you. But you're not aiding to change the belief.