After all that, why am I still here.

You told me you loved me. So why did you go away? 

All that I know is I don't know how to be something you miss  
Never thought we'd have a last kiss 
Never imagined we'd end like this 
Your name, forever the name on my lips 

So I watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep 
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe 
And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are 

 Hope it's nice where you are 
 And I hope the sun shines 
 And it's a beautiful day 
And something reminds you 
 You wish you had stayed 
You can plan for a change in the weather and time 

 But I never planned on you changing your mind


How do you live a life you never planned on living?